I'm a Survivor!

Jun 1, '09 4:17 PM
for everyone

Yes, she's back.

I wonder, just after finishing this Korean Series (which is, by the way, very popular today so there's no need to mention it), how much I've always been fond of romantic nothingness. Sure, many guys say that these stories only make the dating scene more complicated, making Venus more difficult for Mars to reach. But what really amazes me after watching this nonsense is that I get to see the good side of being in a relationship. That no matter how difficult things might get, nothing will beat the comfort of being with someone truly dear to one's heart. It's mushy, even funny, but it gives an all-new different flavor, even twist, to a once boring life.

It may not be evident to some but I'm sure that deep down every person's heart is that desire to fall as hard as characters in these romantic shows do. I would know because I have always been one of those who chose to deny myself of the opportunity. I blame it all on the circumtances, the complications, even the guys themselves. For so long now I have refused to admit that I am at fault for being a coward and for not facing reality the way I should have. Events not too far in the past have brought me so many realizations, thoughts and personal admissions that I never saw coming. Maybe, I really needed a few trips and a hundred liquid drops from my eyes to finally check what went wrong from within. Now, if given a chance, I hope to get to know my Jun Pyo and make good use of that opportunity. Ü

What I learned today is that no matter how long it takes, no one can ever really be prepared to take the risk. Taking the plunge and giving it your best shot might finally get one somewhere, if not the finish line. After all, one's goal is not to finally meet Prince Charming/Mr. Right but to get to know someone with whom something special can be shared with. Hopefully something as rare and precious as what the two people, who brought me into this world, share and will always share.

Tags: ang cheesy!!!